Tuesday, December 11, 2007

The Crazy Life You Never Expected



Did you ever get to the end of a day and wonder how it went so fast?

I've had a myriad of days like that, but today was definitely one of them. I raced from the shower to a conference call. Then had to finish paying business bills with our new accounting system. Almost 7 hours later...I listened to several people's concerns about this or that problem, made dinner, wrote a submission for a writing contest, wrapped presents, and then sat down to write my blog when I realized the day was already over. Ufta! What a day!

How wonderful to sit by my glowing Christmas tree, have the kitties snuggle, and enjoy blogging. I couldn't have said that even two years ago. None of my plans for the day went as planned, but I achieved so much that I will fall into bed feeling accomplished. I think finishing and sending my submission 6 minutes before the deadline for the contest made me believe I could do anything!

I wouldn't have said that two years ago either.

I'm only weeks away from my son's wedding. The first of our six to marry. Of course the restaurant where we scheduled the Rehearsal Dinner closed their doors. Scrambling, I rebooked with an Italian restaurant catering to our church fellowship hall. Then the times of the dinner changed. My first dress came in the wrong color and size. The replacement got here. It's beautiful and has to be taken in a couple of inches with 18 days to go...

Christmas is around the corner. I'm writing a book called Insanity Rules (and am about one day from sending it off to the agents that have requested it.) Not to mention preparing to compete for Mrs. Montana while we are attempting to be mentored on building my husband's heating company. Busy, yes. But each day is such an adventure!

I have 2 kids in college, 2 graduating from high school next spring, an exchange son from Japan, a daughter in Thailand on exchange, and a gung-ho varsity basketball player.

Do you know what my favorite thing to do right now is? Sit by the tree and see the moment. I like feeling each moment. They race by so quickly. As I sit by the tree, sometimes it feels like the world slowed down. Just a tad slower for a few minutes tonight.

I ponder my life. It doesn't look anything at all like I thought it would ten years ago, five years ago, last year. Isn't that the most wonderful crazy thing you never expect?

Five years ago, I wondered if I would live through surgery to remove 4 tumors. Five years ago I sat by the lit tree and made my peace.

Thank you God that you gave me this crazy life of the unexpected!

Angie
PS And as soon as I have a slow day, I plan to learn more about Blogger. Someday...

4 comments:

Kim said...

Angie...WOW!
What a testimony to God's goodness! I too am learning to savor moments. While I have only two children instead of six (YIKES!) my life is full to overflowing. I sometimes get trapped in a "what I haven't accomplished" pity-party. However, the Lord is quick to remind me that I need to be more thankful for what I have accomplished through Him. All that I do for Him will last, and that is where I am trying to keep my focus.

Life is never what we will imagine it will be "years from now." I could never have imagined going through some of the things I've had to go through the past 10 years. It has been a very unexpected journey, but one filled with God's blessings and His abundant faithfulness. For that, I am thankful!

I pray the Lord will bless your work and that you will soon be telling us exciting news of your own upcoming publications! I look forward to sharing that joy with you!

Thank you for your wonderful thoughts,

Kim

AngBreidenbach said...

Thanks Kim! I feel like we all live an unexpected reality and sometimes we get too caught up in commiserating instead of shifting our paradigm to enjoy it anyway. Every now and then, I have to pinch myself to remember to celebrate the adventure of life too :-D Life is an adventure because we don't know what to expect. How boring it would be if it was too predictable!

Thank you for stopping by today!
Angie

Lindi said...

Angie,

Can I use your blog post title for the title of my book? I love it!!

And it's true. But you, girl, you are one tough lady. I tire reading of your days. And I think mine are busy---and they are, just in different ways.
Thanks for reminding us of the peaceful times....to savor the moment.

Again, love this blog.

Anne Mateer said...

Hey Angie!

Thanks for the little glimpse into your life. I don't feel so alone in my craziness! I have three teenagers at home, all in the throes of basketball season! But like you, I'm savoring each crazy moment.